May 26, 2012


          You know, being not connected to internet connection is often saddening. About four days, my nine years old personal computer is affected by virus. It means I can’t access the connection since I have no modem instead. When I push the turn on button, it starts well nevertheless its desktop doesn’t appear and bog down. It happens maybe because I don’t update the antivirus regularly. Then, to fulfill my browsing needs, I went to public internet closest to my house (or warnet lah yaa in Indonesia hahaha) and just paid for 2000 rupiahs for an hour. Quite cheap huh? But it’s not worthy with the convenience. I merely spent about half of an hour till I walked out from there. Cigarettes smoke crippled my chest. It was really uncomfortable oppose the good benefit of public service. So, please not to smoke in public place. For a better life, a better world, a better us, rite?
              Back to the topic.
 I want to introduce you a friend of mine, a little girl from my neighborhood. I don’t know exactly how old she is, maybe four or five years old. She is so cute. She is also a half African and Indonesian. She likes to come to my house and play around with my family. She’s Ayana. The talk active Ayana likes to wear cute outfit too. The core of this long description is that I like the way she dressed. Hahaha... Her mother and grandma are so creative they make her daily style so effortless yet chic. I took a few photos of her outfit. By the way, I didn’t ask her mother permission yet to upload her photos to my blog. Hahaha so sorry… So, what are we waiting for? This is Ayana :)

May 19, 2012


                Hello! It has been a very long time since my last post. I just finished my middle test few days ago and had hectic days. Middle test consumed my time a lot. So now, here I am!
                Lately, I face some fraternity problem that pesters me. It turns me into a monster seriously. I lie, I dress messy and I do other bad things. It often infuriates me because I’m never being a good friend. I’m fed up of myself. I think I should go out somewhere and chill my mind out.
              Therefore, I instill the anger into something positive and let the negative get out. I don’t want to overwhelm myself into this case too long. I try to forgive myself first then forget the problem. I emphasize myself that there’s no need to cry and being baffled of what happened to me and my friend. I already talked to my friend and my friend said it was just okay. See, maybe the problem is just me who deny the okay-ness of everything and have many unnecessary thinking.
                So, I rip off the perplexed feeling and retrieve it by drawing something on my paper. By collecting pieces of asymmetrical side, I try to make some shape of dress I want. The hair is inspired when I draw randomly in the middle of English test. Hahaha… And some dresses are inspired from my favorite site, Fashion Gone Rogue. I also create dress with shoulder pads and popped collar element. I wish you enjoy the dresses. Which one’s your favorite? Mine is the last one :)

May 3, 2012


            I imagine how black dress that identically directs to a funeral can be worn by a bride. Hmm... I reflect an image where we can marry outside, especially in the garden. Everyone wears mostly in black yet they wear a happy and cheerful face expression instead. The stuffs are gradation of black and little touch of grey and white. Even the wedding cake shall be black, maybe it is made from super delicious and sweet  ketan item… yuuummmm!!!
            Out of topic. Hahahaha.
           Last week, I drew wedding dress, black one. I made it in the middle of class, broke the boredom there. My classmates who saw me being busy kept asking why its color is black. Yeah dude, because white is too mainstream :)

             P.S: pictures beside the wedding dresses are taken from flickr